becauseukillme

Mon, 14 Jun 2004 02:14:30 GMT

Amelia slept over last night..After we woke up this morning my parents left for watertown for my aunt's awake and Amelia went online and i wastched the NEWLYWEDS MARATHON!!!I LOVE THAT SHOW!!. After newlyweds amelia decided to go on a adventure so we went to tops fun times check out the pics in my pro. When we got home i met Vlad and jordan at the park fun times...there pretty cool kids. Then Eric came over and hung out with me and Amelia for awhile then my dad brought us Mc'donalds. They left and my mom told me i have to speak or sumthing for the funeral tomarrow i dont want to i hate funerals. I'm gunna be with all of my moms side of the family that i have like never met but she clams i have but w.e. I miss my aunt she was the onyl one i really knew on my moms side. Everyones dyeing on me first my grandma and now my aunt i think my dog is gunna die to bc shes blind and shes really old... i just wnat this pain to go away.....

Mon, 14 Jun 2004 02:13:54 GMT

blah....

Sun, 13 Jun 2004 02:44:43 GMT

After Me,Todd,Eric,And Amelia went outside and played with chalk they left and Me and Amelia Went to her house. We walked all the way to North Forest to Mike E's house to see Greg deaven and steve. Then we riode bikes to burger king..actually amleia had my bike and i rode on mike's pegs. After we were at burger king for like 45 mins they decided to go get high and me and amelia went back to her house. We decided to walk to wegmans. Mike called me when I was at waegmans and wantged to no what i liked about Greg and I didn't feel like dealing with them so I dumped greg because he didn't like me anymore and I didn't really like him that muich either....But I think theres something wrong with me this was my second boyfrend this week and I'm getting really sick of it, There has to be something wrong with me that they decide that they don't like me anymore. I used to think it was because i would fight with them so much but now that i've stopped it's gottta be because of what i look like or something i dunno but i'm just really annoyed right now about it. Amelia said it's just because brad and greg are gay and i could do better but i dont think i can. I think i've had enough of guys for awhile i'm gunna try not to go out with someone unless i really really like them. Because the only two guys i've had ever really liked was Brandon And Jason and i drove them away so i dunno anymore......

People Are Over

Sat, 12 Jun 2004 20:19:00 GMT

Yesterday, I went home with Gina. Then we went running.... that didnt last long. Then we went inside and got ready for jordan's party. The party was cool. Jordan let Greg cody and mike e came over for while. Then me and Gina went back to my house and slept over.

Today, Eric and Todd Came over we went to Campobellos and Amelia met us there. Thern we walked to tops and me and amelia strole a shoppimg cart all the way home from the dollar tree it was quite fun!

I think Me,Amelia,Gref,Court,Gina,And Mike might go see the stephord wives. I really wanna c Greg so i hope he can go and he will prolly will bring Mak who will be so loud during the whole thing but o well he is pretty funny.

<3 Greg <3